Helo peeps,
I know I promised to blog more often but well, feeling down most of the time and din't want to share anything with anyone and being like "anti-social" in a way or 2. Sometimes, I just lost interest in alot of things, work, play, eat.. Everything. Even at times I just work and shop aimlessly. Feeling so empty inside :-(
Where's my goal in life?!?
I promise I will blog something big in next month so big you will confirm read. Something very very personal, that I felt I have to let these out after so many years of keeping it in my heart. Although some friend know but not the full story and I guess it's time to TELL THE WORLD! What would be the best solution? Of course blogging in my own personal blog. Although it will leave a mark in my new happy blog but nonetheless I will properly lift a BIG BIG HUGE GIGANTIC HUMONGOUS STONE/ROCK/ICEBERG/MOUNTAIN/LAND OR WHAT SO EVER from my mind and heart!
All those bastards, evil people, cheater, losers, fuckers, imbeciles, cheap-skaters, freaks and what ever poisonous words you can think of a trash in mankind yes! They will be featured in my blog! I might even include pictorial image of them too erm~~ Sue me all you want! I can play with you! You played with a nice girl before! Now after so many years my mental and physically self is being hurt by you all! WATCH OUT!
Yes! This should be a happy blog right? But a happy blog can't be happy if I don't let out my unhappiness right? I don't hold grudges but these are accumulation of unhappiness, pain and stupidity that I once gone through in my hell 10 years of my life! All will be reveal next month!
I always believed things happened for a reason. Yes! And all this people that has bring me crashing to the ground not once but many taught me to be a much stronger person! I really mean a really MUCH STRONGER PERSON! Especially towards r/s! They taught me what is called cheated! Betrayal! Possessive! No Freedom! Slave! Taught me that not all guys are willing to give a good and pure heart to be friends with you, taught you that every guy wants something in return no matter what depending how much they given in to you. Be it gifts, time and bringing you to movies, dinner or what! They just have a MOTIVE! Hoping to get you on bed! Fucking sick! And that's the truth most Singaporean guys are like this! Not all but majority! They do not know what is respect a woman/girl/ female! Shame on them! Utterly! Because who knows the girl that they love in future would properly be a victim of other guys in the past!
This is Karma!
Well! Enough said! Happy things right? (At this moment I actually paused this entry for 2 days before the below continuation -__-")
I finally used finish my Chanel Moisturizer! So I get to use the new ones I bought like 2 months back -_-" I grew to the habit of not wasting, so I make sure I use up every drop before I open a new product, only in cases that that stupid product is extremely unsuitable for me like excessive dryness, oily, outbreak, smells like shit (you know some products do not have testers) and other negative factors then I'll donate it away or throw it in the bin! But normally it's probably hair products not so much on skin care. But I became very precise on the brands I use just maybe 2 years back~
I remember I use to use Laneige, that Korean Brand. That was like the FIRST official full range skin care I had in my entire life! That was during a shopping session at Tampines Mall with my Mum and Aunt and this product was like very green in the industry. And it was launch in Singapore just probably 1 month or so. What caught my Mum's attention that it was a all water-based product so it not so harmful for young skin. And at that time I was studying in Aussie and the weather there was dry and I need moisturizers!
So after my Aunt came in in the picture saying "Jie, you should try this product.. It's water-based, very good for the skin.." My Mum wonders.. Was the objective for me to get the product or my daughter?
Anyway, my Mum was sweet enough in my whole entire life to buy me the whole range! Not exactly whole but the Moisturizer, Toner and Serum that's all and I get to join their members and had free samples to use too.
That was the one and only time in my whole entire life my Mum bought a skincare range for me! Gosh!
But god bless I have inherited good skin from my Granny or should say my Dad's genes so I do not have skin problem maybe except pimples due to excessive choc and chips eating disorder!
But after the years, maybe I am getting older, I grew to feel that my skin is getting older. It gets dry easily, and some time when I look into the mirror in the middle of the day my skin looks like "Dao Ki" those dried beancurd skin...... really.. Moreover, I was an obsessive tanning bitch when I was back in Singapore. I go swimming 2 days a week and use tanning oil to boost my tan skin! So Whitening protection isn't in my dictionary at all in my entire life!
Until I moved to Cambodia, the weather here is similar to Aussie. Dry! When it's hot it's hot when it's cooling it cooling, just like any extreme weather~ I slowly grew to realise that I need to protect my skin! And apply UV protection~ I only started this habit officially like recently.. How late..
Cut things short! I threw my Laneige Skin Moisturizer after it smash onto the floor one fine day! Yes! It was a full bottle and it smashed into pieces! After which I stop entirely using this product! Waste time waste $ waste my energy! (Glass bottles are extremely heavy!) I decided to change brand on my own so I choose my favorite brand! Chanel! Well, it's either Chanel or Dior! No more!
This Moisturizer really bought me to heaven! The scent is perfect! The fluid is just nice! The bottle is light! And it's very long lasting! And pumping it out it is so easy compared to stupid Laneige! I need to check it like a tomato ketchup bottle! And when it comes out it really spatters!
My first and finished bottle!
Hurray!
I cut it open! Using a fruit knife! Cause from the light, I can see alot of moisturizers are still left at the side and it's impossible to pump it out!
These are the areas that the moisturizers are deposited and it's impossible for you to shake and pump it out no matter which method you use. The only solution is dissecting the whole bottle. The above image is shown that I have used all up! Using the plastic tube to dig out all the remains. Took me additional 1 week to finish the remaining. Imagine how much you are wasting each time you just dump the bottle when you can't pump anything out.
Thinking my actions are just waste of time and it's very un-glamorous to do? Well, why waste when you can use it all? Think twice! A little hassle might go a long way^ So stop nagging inflation and stuff when you do not do your part~
Off to new Bf and new stuff I bought during my recent BKK trip with my 老友~
Because my stupid Samsung Dual Screen Camera is spoilt!
The picture turn out to become like this..
I din't do anything! No setting nor whatsoever effects! This picture came right out from the camera once I snapped it.
Gosh!
So sad! I do not have a decent camera for my Taipei trip this April :-( I'll still bring this camera, but depending on the camera's mood the picture will come out normal anot. It's side effects now is, cannot close, lines image, blur image, out of this world color and yet-to-be-discovered mood swings yet.
I still have my spoilt iPad2 (yes! My second iPad2 and not even 2 months using it's spoilt again! Adding it the camera sux to core! Sometime my skin tone looks like zombie or ghost! And some time with excessive sunlight shinning on my black hair, I look like I'm balding on my hairline! WT*) and I also had my bro agreeing to bring his DSLR to Taipei! ^^ With camera stand too^^
*And maybe that someone will pass me his iPhone 4ass too~~ Erm..
Being normal for few minutes, the camera captured my new BF!
New Balenciaga Green Giant Part Time in Silver
Silly me I forgotten to even take a box from the SA as they usually wrapped it nicely. But this time was quite 隨便wrapped! Only dustbag.. but she took my pic with my 老友for customer reference purpose.. Weird^^
Did the Club21 card and had some vouchers for bag cleaning.. Gosh! All only in Thailand^^
Nevermind! I bringing this baby to Taipei for holiday^^
Not enough shopping? I even did some last minute shopping in the Airport after an agonizing wait for tax redemption with Bangladesh cum Indian filled people which kept cutting ques and wasted me 30 min and almost witness a fight with some Singaporean Ah Bengs being pissed of with Que cutting.
The fight din't roar out only some unpleasant words exchanged.
"Okay! You want Que like this I also lah~"
(Damn Singapore)
Plastic sealed
Bought all these at Boots and the UV cream ad Mac in the Cosmetic and Perfume Section
Trying the Dior UV Protection and New Mac Colors!
Recently being obsessed with Nude colors~ So bought this to try~
I din't bought from the Mac Counter as that stupid SA was busy with some Ang Mohs! So bias!
This was yummy! Gonna use it on first day in Taipei when we go clubbing at night~ Wahahahahaha~~
Saw this Anti Tangle Spray! Grab it without thoughts or seeing the price, cause I am obsessed with these sprays. It's really nice smelling and not bad~ Let me use more days and I shall recommend if it's good.
As my hair is long and god damn dry and frizzy and easily break, due too too my hair blowing and flat iron last time. I regretted~ So time to pamper my hair once again! No more hair dye or what rubbish!
But maybe in Taipei I want to dye my hair dark brown.. Erm..
That's all peeps~
Ya I know the UV Protection looks exactly like the BB cream.. Erm.. Hope I don't be to drunk to use the wrong one. Like some times I use my TeeVee Remote to off my aircon..
See ya in April!
